Yesterday Claire asked me to write on her blog, without hesitation I said yes. But after thinking about it, I really did not know exactly what to say, for words can not describe the roller coaster of emotions we have all experienced. The begining of the week was filled not only with anxiety, but fear as well. I did not know what to expect: what would she look like, how would I handle this, how am I going to stay strong for Dad and Tammy, how long would Claire be with us, would I even get a chance to meet her, WHY WHY WHY? I had no clue what to expect or how to handle myself. Last week, after asking my Dad some of these questions, he told me about the blog site and told me to check it out. He said he knew everything was going to be okay, and there was nothing to do put trust God. I have always heard this, but never really known how to do it. I read the site, and saw the strength and courage my Dad and Tammy had. It has to be the most uplifting and inspirational thing I have ever experienced, first hand. Their courage and faith then rubbed off on me, and I began to pray and trust that God would take care of everything. Through my daily prayers for, strength, guidance, and Claire’s health, I realized that everything was going to “okay”. Well everything was not “okay,” it was AWESOME! I never in my wildest dreams thought things would turn out the way they have. Not only have a gotten to meet Claire, but I have had the opportunity to get to know her and become attached to her. She is probably the most beautiful 3.5 pound bundle of joy I have ever seen. This experience has also brought me closer to my Dad and Tammy. The strength and faith they have demonstrated, has inspired me in ways words can not express, and for that I am forever thankful. Finally I have grown closer to God. I have learned to let go and trust God, because without God, nothing is possible. I have also learned the power of prayer. I truly believe that Claire is here today because of the countless prayers from all of our friends and family. One main quote that has stuck in my head for the past several weeks is, “Measure your life in love.” Every time I think of this quote, all I can do is think about how it applies to Claire, and the love and support that has been shown for her by everyone. Claire really is a miracle, and a gift from God. I now thank God everyday this miracle, because she has changed my life forever!